Fenrir_Chisholm's Xanga

Pineville, Louisiana

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 01:28:35 GMT

I've been here since yesterday, but I've also been up to no good at all since last speaking within this site as a post. If you're at all wonderin' about me and what I've been up to, feel free to go visit www.myspace.com/fenrir_chisholm with more of an open mind. There's so much more about me that you haven't yet known nor realized, but I'd love to tell you all about it if at all possible from now on to those who are of a concern or reading this following message. I wouldn't care, nor worry if you disaprove of my actions or past; but I'd love to tell you whatever you're at all interested in knowing about. Therefore, feel free to message me whenever you'd like or inquire anything that you'd like. I want to be your friend, and I haven't any real desire to have any secrets amongst anyone who I call friend.

Sincerely;

Daniel

Hey...Chisholm is...broken!?

Thu, 15 Mar 2007 22:07:44 GMT

Well, it's official! Chisholm is a "broke dick"! You know why? Because I have the definition of a "dead man" profile where I just cannot do anything at all! It's so bad that my first sgt told me to just sit down and watch someone do work...which means that I'm more than likely going to be restricted solely to the barracks! Oh, well. But it doesn't mean that I'd rather be somewhere else, because I feel as though I'm worlds away from Emily right now and she isn't even here...I love her.

If it means anything at all to people, just remember one thing in life... life is all too short for you to not make the most of it all...

I love you, Emily.

Sincerely;
Daniel Val "fenrir" Chisholm II

Miss Emily...very much!

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 19:32:28 GMT

I wish that I were able to see her. If only for one moment, I miss her so very much. Every single moment that I wake up and I'm running around this post like a chicken with it's head cut off, I think and daydream about her quite often. If you met me roughly a lil' over a year ago this day, you would've met a man who was deeply devoted to his commitment with an amazing Floridian...things haven't changed a bit in that regard, but instead have been strengthened by my love for her and miss her deeply and passionately!

If only I were able to see her...if only for one moment in time, I'd really want to see her one more time...I just miss her. I love her deeply, and wish that I were able to see her as often as I were willing to see her!

I love you, Emily.

Hate...Ft. trying to not curse Lee!

Fri, 09 Mar 2007 19:27:42 GMT

I really do hate this f***ing place! Yes, I really do! I hate this place very much so! I don't do anything wrong, and yet I'm treated as though I'm on permanent no-pass status. God, I hate this place very much.

Hello...everyone.

Thu, 08 Mar 2007 12:03:10 GMT

Being in Ft. Lee, VA. has been some of the most trying moments of my life to tell you the truth... I've been ridiculed, belittled, threatened, ignored by drill sgts countless times, and most of this has been since being MOS Qualified as of 9 Feb 07! I really have to say that this place will most certainly be the death of me! I hate this place to no end! There's "Hell" and then there's Ft. Lee, the Land where progress is drastically halted to yield absolutely no productivity! I was in-shape before I came here, but then I get hurt all of a sudden (since early December), which has manifested into a huge limp that has caused my overall alignment of my lower back to be off and countless injuries!

I really hate this place! Yes, I do! This place really does suck, and they'll never let me leave this place until they actually find out what is wrong with me (even though I've been walking around with this limp since mid December and the doctors are still baffled as to what the overall cause has been)! My contract with the army will be over before they actually find out what the hell is wrong with me, and that's the most depressing thing for me to have to find out the hard way! In truth, the US Government is paying me in order to sit around and do nothing and them to poke and prod around me in order to find out what's actually wrong with me! I really do hate this place! Can you see just how much I hate this place! Yes, I really do hate this place! This place can burn down by the fires that'll never burn away for all that I care and I really do despise everything that makes this place suck just as much as it does!

Greetings

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 21:50:10 GMT

It has been more than a full year since I've last updated this post, and I'd have to say that life here has been...quite...interesting...to say the least. I really hate / despise Ft. Lee, VA. I'll be sure to update this farther once I have more time here and there, but please know that I'm still alive, but not well.

Here are the following diagnosis at the doctors have given me over the past several months...
1. Progressive Muscular Dystrophy
2. Possible Stroke, etc.

I cannot...
1. walk long distances
2. walk faster than own pace
3. jog
4. run (my run is slower than your walk)
5. jump
6. go up stairs unsupported (without handrails, support with legs, etc.)
7. carry more than 10 lb. without having my knees try to buckle and give way
8. carry anything upstairs without falling down
9. go from kneeling / squatting position and raise myself to standing position with just legs

I have problems with my...
1. knees trying to give way
2. legs have absolutely no controlled placement, flex of feet, or movement possible
3. lower back wanting to strain while walking/"running"
4. hips flailing whenever I walk

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 16:25:59 GMT

Recap for work that I've done thus far since last week:

1) Finished revisions of my Ethics paper ("Morality Dilemma and Suicide")
2) Done research concerning Prison Letters ("Openness of God") - 11/20 sources
3) Checked out "Dimensions of Job" for Israelite Poetry (Fortner)
4) Finished Christian Ministry ("Philosophy of Ministry")
5) Preached several sermons within Old Testament (Biblical Preaching) - 8+ times!
6) Preached in Prison Ministry over Job

When the end of Thanksgiving comes, I'll be COMPLETELY done with papers!!!!

Woohoo!!!!

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:39:42 GMT

Let's see what all I've done since last week, shall we?

1) Written two minor papers for Prison Letters
2) Written two sermons for Biblical Preaching
3) Written minor draft of Ethics paper
4) Written major paper for Gen. Pyschology
5) Written five reviews of articles for Chrisitan Ministry
6) Gathered up everything for binder in Israelite Poetry and Wisdom Lit
7) Done minor research for "Openness of God" within Prison Letters

Therefore, I'm still going to be working enough on everything else... Have fun and God bless!

Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 17:51:12 GMT

I just figured out that I'm going to be taking 18 hours for this coming Spring, and will more than likely take 14 through 18 hours within Summer semesters!

*sigh* The death of me may soon follow...

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 05:20:38 GMT

I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors and no rooms
Under the window ceil they all was found
Such a concrete within a doorway
Without a sound

chorus:
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now am far beoynd gone
And I can hardly remeber the look of my own eyes
How could I love this
My life is so dishonest
It made me compromise

chorus (x1)

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question too answer is why

chorus (x1)

Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me

Should be::

I've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill they all was found
Touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound

chorus:

Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now am far beoynd gone
And I can hardly remember the look of my own eyes
How could I love this
My life is so dishonest
It made me compromise

chorus(x1)

Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question too answer is why

chorus(x1)

Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me